Fertility, or infertility, often makes me feel inadequate. Being a bigger girl assists with my insecurity. Getting a cold sore when I’m sick makes me even more self-conscious. In groups, I never feel like I have something worthy to contribute.
I could go on, but let’s face it. We all have our issues. Most of us, anyway.
I have an amazing husband. I don’t go a single day without being told how good I look, how happy I make him, or how funny he thinks I am. This helps with feeling good enough, but not always. I had boudoir pictures taken a few months ago, which also helped me to look at my body in a different way. In general, I’ve come to be more accepting of ME in the last few months. It. Feels. Amazing. However, there are still good days and bad.
Randomly, I heard this song on the radio. And I now how a theme song for my ugly days.
Enjoy! It’s surprisingly catchy….