People, thank you so much for sticking by me. I know my posts have been downers lately, and for that, I apologize. I’m really sorry – but my emotions are extreme, this journey sucks, and my blog is 100% honest.
I received a comment on My Brain Hurts and smiled then cried. I literally just burst into tears. All I could think was “She understands! She doesn’t think I’m horrible for not wanting/doing IVF!”. Thank you, to my new fellow fertility-challenged friend.
Ladies, I mentioned it a few days ago. I really feel like there is a lot of judgement passed when it comes to reading each others journeys. And while I like to say I don’t care, the reality is that I don’t want anyone to ever think I’m not doing all I can to get my babies. I really, really am doing everything within my power to achieve this. The thing is, I have limits and they’re getting close. I am only human and I can only do so much.
Anyway, I want to lighten the mood a little here. Here are a couple of my thoughts at the moment:
- I need to look at finding another clinic.
- I need to research acupuncture. Ugh… I am sure that’s gonna hurt. Maybe they can help me lose weight too? Or maybe that’s hypnotherapy, not acupuncture. Why do I always think of Reiki when I think of acupuncture?
- Toby is adorable. I don’t think I could survive without him most days. He is currently laying in a patch of sun, on his back. Also, his tail is strangely long. It’s literally the same length as his body.
- I need to get that bunny from the pet store. How can I get Cody on board? We currently own a rabbit and she’s old. But I think she could benefit from a little bunny friend. As long as we get him neutered before they become too close.
- Bath. I need a bath.
- And sleep. I need sleep.
Thanks again, people. What would I do without you all?
(I wish it was acceptable for a Canadian to say “y’all”. It sounds so much better than “you all”.)